JoannabananaitisSometimes its just so hard to hold back your tears…
I would love to live this night over again.
Its like one of those perfect nights where you wouldn’t want it to end… we have been through a lot this year.. yup, its only been four months since 2012 started but there’s been so much obstacles that has challenged my boyfriend and I’s love for each other. Yes we may have done things that hurt either one of us but that doesn’t mean that we don’t love each other. Sometimes we just have to do something wrong to see that whatever we’re doing is hurting our other half. Today he was just calm and quiet and I got kinda scared coz its so unusual for him to be like that… he talks more now and he does the same thing that I do to annoy him. But finally he came back to his normal behavior I guess he was just hungry and needed some massage. So yeah I massaged him and he massaged me it was damn good. Made me sleepy though! I can say that people can do or say whatever they want but one thing my boyfriend and I have in common is that we love each other and by the end of the day it will be between him and I ONLY. Being in a three year relationship is hard, fun and challenging.. it taught me to be stronger and more mature. I learned to look at both sides before I make a decision or make assumptions.. we are not a perfect couple but we always do our best to show each other how we’re all honest and open now. I can say that its one of those nights where I would live it again if God asks me which day would I wanna live over again. I know we’re not gonna this happy always but I pray that whatever we go through, we will always end up together, standing tall, stronger than ever.
